A trip to Taiwan 6

Wanted to write this in Chinese but believe it or not, there's not changjie in this computer I'm using (I thought Changjie is invented by a Taiwanese!!)

This is my fifth day in Taiwan. Orginally, I was supposed to go to HuaLian, but due to the strongest typhoon, I can't go anywhere....

I'm now stuck in my friend's home in YiLan. Even though I don't have anything to do right now, I'm still enjoying myself a lot here. I always wanted to try living a Taiwanese life and this time, which is my sixth visit to Taiwan, my dream finally comes true.

I'm now staying with my friend and her brother's family in a three storey house. I'm having meals with them, going out to the market with them, buying daily necessities, I almost feel like a Taiwanese already!

Two more days, my vacation will end and I have to get back to reality....

Stopped

Stopped, don't know by who. Just don't have the energy to move on and most importantly, I don't know where I'm heading.

Feeling really down lately. I know I have goals but they didn't come within me. I made them, so that I can tell myself I should head that direction, but at the end, I find the whole thing really meaningless, same as my life.

Feeling insignificant, feeling ignored, feeling lonely, even if I'm surrounded by people.